In these small hours.

   I thought of writing this down a few days ago but, i figure out that there's a lot to happen these holidays. Before anything else, i wonder how my friends are doing right now because i'm starting to miss them especially when we get to do a lot of crazy stuff together. And also, for my girlfriend who i am really missing a lot (that is why i kept on calling you a lot of times. lol.). For those who made this holidays extra special, i bid you all the best and just keep on doing crazy stuff.


And here we go,

    I kept on thinking how things would go these past couple of days, whether or not it would go as planned or maybe something else. Sometimes we get to have this notion that if we just patch ourselves together maybe, we would find ourselves coherent to what we do. This i find myself stupid to believe in. Judging by what i do, i'm pretty messed up in a sense that i don't find a clear cut on what i'd do next. I don't feel obliged by someone who keeps on telling me what should i do next. Maybe, i'm just really stubborn, a part of me which keeps me running for something. And to ask where it leads, i don't know. If i'm going too fast, i would need to slow down a little bit. No, this is wrong. Haha. I should definitely take the pace on how long this road is gonna be. So much for incoherence, i'd like to tell you about what happened this holiday season.

  Before Christmas, i missed my girlfriend and asked her if we could go on a date. I was lucky to know that she had the time so, we were supposed to have it on a lunchtime. Sad to say, there were a lot of errands running and  it was inevitable for me to comply. *sigh* society, haha kidding. So we just scheduled it as a meriendate instead at Trinoma. It was all good since we get to bond even for the little time that has been given to us. I even played drums for here at timezone, which i sucked most of the time (I really lacked practice. tsk tsk.) but yeah, it was our first and special date that we shared together.

  The Christmas carols and all that merry-making nearly caught me off guard as i ate and drank as if there was no tomorrow. Cheers to that. I couldn't have imagine that even though you got almost everything, you still end up somewhat empty in one way or another. Simply put, there's a lot of things that i really need right now that isn't quantified by money or by what society dictates.

 I heard a lot of good songs over the holidays and i think they're worth to listen to. It somehow brings back good old memories that makes me smile a lot even though i don't know why.

Too much for your own good isn't good for you at all.

With less, you will obtain what you really need.

I'm looking forward to smiles and frowns this coming year. Who knows, we might get farther driving ourselves for a much better destination.

PS

All you got is this, and if you ain't gonna hack it, then you should think twice.